Earlier we were in class with Halka(teacher) and we were spray-painting some class so nice and we were talking that we could paint our class too. then we went away, I with my suitcase because we wanted to go all three of us on the train. I ,Janka, Laura ,only Janka and Laura were a bit further away from me because we were walking outside our school and so because of the poles and then I know I wanted to see how the buses were going and if we could get to the station by 17. I don't know where we wanted to go but that's when I got a message from Kaja. Kaja sent me a message. I don't even know what was in it because I didn't have time to read it because I wanted to show Janka and Laura or tell them who had texted me, but right at that moment she shot me. I think it was with some electric gun. I fell to the ground I wanted to scream Laura but I couldn't. There was darkness. Somehow, strangely, my muscles clenched and I froze. Then I woke up and I didn't know if my body had loosened up so I gradually started to move my fingers further to unfreeze in the real world. *This dream reminded me that I had dreamt that Kaja had done this to me once before.
Dreams often serve as a reflection of our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Your dream appears rich with imagery and emotions, suggesting various themes that could be relevant to your waking life.
1. Spray-Painting the Classroom: The act of spray-painting can symbolize creativity, self-expression, and the desire to make a mark in your environment. It may indicate a longing for freedom and personalization in your life. The classroom setting could represent your current stage in life, possibly reflecting your ambitions or feelings about your education or social environment. The desire to make the class “nice” might suggest a yearning to improve your situation or create a more enjoyable experience with those around you.
2. The Train and Journey: Trains often symbolize the journey of life and transitions. The fact that you were preparing to travel with friends hint at companionship and shared experiences. However, you were somewhat separated from Janka and Laura, which could signify feelings of disconnect or anxiety about your relationships. The urgency to catch the train by 17 might represent a deadline or time-sensitive goal you feel pressured to meet in your waking life.
3. The Message from Kaja: Receiving a message but being unable to read it reflects a sense of missed communication or unresolved feelings. Kaja's character in your dream seems to hold significant weight, especially since you’re aware you’ve experienced something similar before. This could indicate that there is unresolved tension or past issues with her that are still affecting you. It might represent feelings of betrayal, confusion, or conflict.
4. Being Shot with an Electric Gun: The moment of being shot can symbolize feelings of shock or betrayal. An electric gun may represent sudden and unexpected changes, possibly feelings of being paralyzed or immobilized by external circumstances. This juxtaposition might suggest that you are feeling overwhelmed by someone in your life (like Kaja) or a situation that leaves you feeling vulnerable. The inability to scream for Laura implies feelings of isolation or frustration, a struggle that you might be experiencing in your waking life where you feel unheard or misunderstood.
5. Darkness and Freezing: The darkness following the shooting could represent a sense of fear or a transition into the unknown in your life. The physical reaction of your muscles clenching and freezing reflects feelings of being stuck or trapped in a particular situation or relationship. Your gradual return to movement symbolizes the moment of awakening to your own power to overcome these challenges and reclaim your agency.
Summary: This dream intricately weaves together themes of creativity, friendship, communication, and vulnerability. It seems to urge you to examine your relationships, particularly with Kaja, and reflect on any unresolved emotions that may be causing you stress or fear. The significant moments in your dream—the classroom, the train, and Kaja—point toward your quest for self-expression, connection, and eventual empowerment in the face of adversity. Be mindful of how these elements might resonate with your current life situation and use these insights to guide you as you navigate your waking relationships and decisions.